Today I am feeling totally, totally fed up.
It's been building for a few days, getting out of bed late, sleeping loads, and today I've woken up just feeling like I can't be bothered to do anything.
I've had enough of pimping myself out to people now, without so much as an acknowledgement of my application, and I'm starting to panic that I'm not going to find another job. I've not even had a response from that nice chap I spoke to on Thursday about a part-time admin job.
My husband doesn't earn enough to support both of us and my Jobseeker's Allowance isn't enough to pay my share of the bills, yet I'm not entitled to any other help. I know there are thousands of other people in the same situation and am wondering what we're all going to do.
My old boss has offered to take a look at my CV and give me some tips, so I'll be interested to hear what he says.
I have come up with some interim get rich quick schemes but they were supposed to be light hearted, so I think I'll write about them in a later post. Don't want to waste my best material!!
Off to meet up with my friend Spider now, who never fails to cheer me up, so hopefully I will return in a better mood...